Blab.

The past few months have been testing. My outlook on things has totally changed. Life has gotten a little less linear. I'm happy and sad and I think it's because I don't know where I am and where I'm going, which is exciting I guess. This summer I think will give me more freedom to try and change for the better. I know the kind of person I am, and although I've always thought that my sensitive nature was something that really defines myself and makes me unique, to be honest I think it's a hard way to live life. My priorities are all over the place!
It's supposed to be all about number one, but I don't think I'm built like that. I think I'm meant for someone else, to make someone else happy, which in turn makes me happy. I also think I’m meant to subtly use the world’s resources, not make them. In other words I'm a child of the earth, with the desire to explore, experience and love. Such cheese if ever I heard it! But that's just the way I write. Behind every great man, is a woman. And the girl behind me has really given me the ambition I need.
I'm just pouring thoughts out onto the keyboard here. Unprocessed thoughts, so don't try and read between the lines, because there's nothing there but you.